Ambimama - India

It is a bore when you have owned a house and have done the routine work of going through paying property tax, electricity bills (first time connection) and other Govt. procedures. It is still a great bore if you happen to be doing this a second time in your life! Of course I mention here only of the people who are trying hard to own a single house. It might have been easy for people who own multiple houses. And there are people who have been blessed with the contacts and people who are ready to work for them.

So I get angry at the people who are near to me as I cannot get angry with higher up professionals or otherwise. Anger destroys the peace I am having and disturbs me a lot. Not to mention the guilt that follows. I have to be more cautious. No I have to think and digest that this is Life and try to be more relaxed and carry on with the need.

There may be reasons genuine and otherwise for my anger to be justified, but no it is too bad for me – anger. Whatever the reasons may be, anger is not suited for me. I will meditate and get over this soon.